Zhétiān es sen Chén

Zhétiān es sen Chén was the principal lightkeeper of Kumaur's lighthouse. He was rarely seen in town due to the demanding nature of his occupation, but was heavily disliked by the citizens of Kumaur due to his violent nature and tendency of getting into fights with people whenever he was onshore. Disturbing rumors also surrounded his person which further worsened his terrible reputation.

The authorities eventually launched a small investigation on the lighthouse for reasons unrelated to Zhétiān, and uncovered a grotesque murder scene accompanied by unexplainable details. The official report watered down the aforementioned details, and Zhétiān—who was missing from the crime scene but the only possible murderer—was branded as a wanted man.

Appearance
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Zhétiān stands at 180 cm and possesses a lean build. He had a significantly more muscular build in his youth, but a sudden deterioration in his health caused him to lose most of his muscles over time. His muscles aren’t the only thing he’s lost, however; he has also lost a majority of his strength which forces him to delegate the more labor-intensive tasks at the lighthouse to his assistant.

Overall he is considered to have a very cat-like appearance. His hair is black and cut into a crop that is left unstyled for practical purposes, usually appearing unkempt due to the odd way his fringe is cut and the leather straps of his gas mask dragging over his head during removal. He has a heart-shaped face, sharp and upturned eyes that are black in color, fair skin, and lips that seem to be in a perpetual pout. As is usual to most Kumaura, his canines are much longer than those who aren’t native inhabitants of Kumaur which adds to his likeness to cats.

On the rare days when he makes an appearance in town, he will most likely be seen wearing the prescribed uniform for lightkeepers which consists of a light gray fur-lined jacket underneath a thick dark gray overcoat—a steel-buckled, black leather belt wrapped around the waist to define the lightkeeper's form—black woolen trousers tucked into lace-up boots, and undyed leather gloves that the wearer may dye themselves if they so wish. Zhétiān's leather gloves are dyed in the same dark brown color as his gas mask.

Occasionally, when the weather takes on a harsher lilt than usual on his visit to the shore, he will wear a fox fur cap and a fur cloak over his uniform.

Personality
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Zhetian’s personality is frustratingly awful and contradictory. He is impulsive, impudent, insensitive, prideful, ill-tempered, and violent. But he is also softhearted, unconfident, and lacks self-esteem. The combination of these traits cause him to be an emotionally reactive person; although if anyone were to point out a flaw in his person, he would most likely lash out due to feelings of shame than anything else.

He seems to be suffering from cognitive dissonance; he is self-aware and ashamed of the person he has become; but he is also too prideful to completely accept his shame and instead blames the disgust he feels for himself on other people and the things he cannot control.

The primary cause for Zhetian’s deplorable personality might be his lack of a cohesive sense of self. Other than his childhood being marred by the controlling tendencies of the adults in his life and the grief caused by the death of his loved ones, he also made a series of mistakes and failed ventures through which he realized that he was never the man he believed himself to be—outstanding, superior, and destined for greatness—and suffered an ego death from which he never recovered.

Influence of the Lighthouse
The lighthouse is occupied by a malevolent spirit that preys on the negative emotions of all who enter the premises. The longer a person stays in the lighthouse, the stronger the spirit's influence over them becomes. Zhétiān is an easy victim for the spirit due to his physical and mental weakness that allows the spirit to repeatedly beat him down and wear away at his physicality and mind. (Other than the aforementioned weaknesses, Zhétiān is also easily influenced due to how much he's been exposed to the spirit from working at the lighthouse.)

Apart from being a large contributor to Zhétiān's emotional fluctuations, the spirit also terrorizes him with delusions of grandeur and fulfilment, preying on the regret and shame he feels over the life he's lived. The opposite is also true: the spirit has no qualms in terrorizing him with the mistakes he's made over the course of his life that landed him in the position he's currently in. These delusions cause him great pain and misery, and at times cause of him to have suicidal ideations.

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 * The name Zhétiān uses the characters 哲 (zhé) meaning "sage, wiseman" and 天 (tiān) meaning "sky". Meanwhile the surname Chén uses the character 陳 (chén) meaning "to explain, old".
 * All art by me, S2. Haha, I was pretending to not be S2. Damn it.